I've never been the type to set resolutions for myself, but I really want to this year. I also want them in a place that I know they wont get lost or forgotten. I hope to do them all, but who knows, maybe I'll come back in December and just laugh at myself.
RESOLUTION 1: BE NEAT AND ORGANIZED!
I'm not the most organized person. I'm not the neatest person. To be honest, people that are so neat and have it all together and organized make me sick! Its like @#$! you! I can't even keep my thoughts organized! I've been looking through Pinterest and I've found so many cool ideas! For one, I'm getting a Vanity desk with mirror that will house all my makeup and hair stuff. Justin has a desk that him and his dad are repainting and maybe distressing depending on what style I decide on.
I found this one and Its my inspiration. I love the long mirrors and I think white looks nicest (minus the marble lol)
RESOLUTION 2: Be more confident
I really need to remember this! I think sometimes you just need to look yourself in the mirror and say "you are beautiful/cute/sexy/looking good" Don't look at that out of place hair, or those fine lines around your eyes. Look into your eyes and see that you need love and no one else will love you unless you love yourself! Nobody is going to say you look confident unless you feel it. Did you know, that unconsciously, our eyes tell how we truly feel? If you look someone in the eye and say "you look beautiful today!" and they keep eye contact with you, they believe it. If they avert their eyes, they don't believe you. I try and think back, and I think I always avert my eyes, but no more! I will look them in the eye and say Thank you!
RESOLUTION 3: Stop worrying about what other people think.
I really hate when people try and tell me whats best for me. They say "you should be doing this" or "you need to do that!" Well screw you! I need to start being proud of what I've accomplished. I'm sick of people putting me down! I know what is right for me. They know nothing about my life, or my mind, or anything else to do with me. I'm told ,by pretty much strangers, that I should be in school, that I should find a new job. Well I know that. I don't think they are trying to annoy me, I think they assume they are helping me. And Its always the same question, What are you going to do [with your life]? Well I just don't know yet, but I kinda want to write. I'm not very good, actually I'm pretty horrible, but I like expressing myself through writing. Which brings me to my next resolution...
RESOLUTION 4: Write more/Do what makes you happy
I really plan on writing here on my blog way more often so I can have something to look back on. I like the idea of having a log of what was going on during such and such year/month. Maybe some day I can look back and think "I really grew as a writer since then" or "hahaha I cant believe I wanted to be a witer". I just don't know, but nobody knows the future, so there.
About doing what makes me happy, who shouldn't have this resolution? If you want that cupcake, eat the damn cupcake!! If you want that flat tummy, do those damn sit ups! That's what I mean when I say "DO" what makes you happy. Something you want that's a bit pricey? SAVE!! You want to lose wight? DIET AND EXERCISE! If you want something done that will make you happy, do it, because you're the only one holding yourself back from happiness. As for me, I'm eating that damn cupcake right now!
RESOLUTION 5: Keep my relationship strong.
Serious date night once a month. I'm talking opening doors (car and all), dinner AND a movie, holding hands, flirting, little kisses and maybe if the date goes well..... you know.
Another thing, making out. What ever happened to making out for like.. ever! Its kind of a silly thing, but just grab your man and start a PG13 makeuot session.
If I have more, I'll add them. I did have this idea of trying a new thing once a month. I'll think about that more. (lost my camera end of last month... I'm really sad because I had stuff to blog about in there)
Bye
I came back in December and laughed at myself. LOL
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